Being able to get everything I want makes me lose my motivation

My Study Life

For as long as I have lived, it was never an issue for me to get anything that I want in life. I have been blessed with some sort of weird luck that makes my life smooth sailing.

Since young, I was rather intelligent and did not study much. I get to play as much game as I wanted yet get the grades that I want with just the right amount of study. (somehow I understood that I need to still study properly in order to get a good grade when I was 9 years old)

Eventually, I got to a good secondary high school, and got into a good junior college and barely scraped into my university. Of the 3 places, my secondary school became a prestigious school subsequently and that would not be able enter with the same grades that I used to had.

This is also similar to my junior college that had became the top 3 school, from previously top 10. Also, during my year, there was a scheme that gave me additional points that helped me got into the school. This scheme also no longer exist immediately after I enrolled.

Lastly, when I was applying for university, my course was simply 1 of the more lousy course that was easy to enter.(computer science) While I was serving my national service, the school announced that they are splitting the course into “computer science” and “information systems”. Eventually I chosed “information systems”. When I was in year 3, the entry point for my university course was equivalent to a top course in the school…